I'm back

After 2 weeks of college....still taking time to adapt to this new environment. College, I would say is a massive 360 degrees turnover plus extra pressure and more responsibility. I don't know why I will suddenly become so emo and then come back home and cry. Maybe is because I miss the cozy home feeling where you can spend time chatting with your friends, go and have lunch together. This kind of time are gone and my heart is fill with emptiness...I don't really know how to explain...Is like missing a piece in a puzzle. I really miss my friends in high school and the teachers as well. I took Economics, Business Studies, Accounting, Modern Maths and Chinese Studies.So much homework and assignments. Argh....when is my holiday? I'm taking Christian Fellowship as my society. Quite fun plus got cute boys...lol. Yeap and I'm planning to take Drama as my second extra activity, shocking right. Actually I really enjoy performing on stage but please don't ask me to go up and give a speech...I will totally freak out. Really hope that through this kind of activity I can get to meet new people and practice my socializing skill. During this 2 weeks, meet new people. Yeap and I kinda screwed up...loss some friends..ouch. Although it hurts, I think it's part of growing up. I learn from my mistakes. Wanna apologize for my emo over this two weeks and I want to thank my friends for encouraging me and being able to spend time listening to me, I really appreciate it. You guys are the best.I can't be that emo anymore...I gotta get up and stand tall. God please help me to adapt in this new environment and also please help me to become the person that you want me to be. I place my future in Your hands.