Endurance

Dear blog, it has been quite sometime since I last wrote my blog. Life now is very busy and hectic because there is so many things to do. Sometimes I feel like skipping classes because I'm too tired. There are lots of things to do now. I need to apply for UCAS, LNAT, IELTS and lots more stuff to do. I also need to keep up with my grades. I need minimum 3A's to get into Nottingham. Not only that I need to have a good score in my LNAT test and a good personal statement in order To enter into Nottingham. Life is tough. I have thought of it, I need to score 3A's for my Accounts, Maths and Business Studies. I have change my study pattern for Business is that I will revise what I have learned after the lecturer have taught me and I will quickly clear my doubts my her as I do not want to do last minute studies and still remain confuse. I feel myself improving during second sem and I really hope that I could get I good GPA for my Trials. Today's Econs class was tough..... Lots of graph to draw......sos.... But if I study Econs then I will have to forgo the time of studying business. I really love business more than Econs. I just hope that mum will let me drop Econs as 4 subjects is already too heavy for me. I cannot take it, it's really hard for me to breathe. God please give me your grace to help me in my A-levels. You are the only person that can help me and I know that you will help and you won't leave me. It's easy to say that, I will try my best to face someone that hurt you. When you are in that situation where you would see them, you would often back off. It is easy to say that you forgive someone but when the hurt is so deep that it remains as a scar on your life. It's really hard to forget them......but I took the step believing that things are gonna be alright if I see them again as I have now grown up and I'm not the person I used to be. I have become stronger and so I will take my first step to reconnect with other people and who knows the new people you'll meet turns out to be your good friend.....you never know.